| A fresh start |
[Dec. 29th, 2006|02:36 am] |
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Okay, so I think I've calmed down on the whole 'I got fired' thing. Which is good, becuase there are a few things I wanted to mention last time but just wasnt in the mood for it.
First off, I was recently hired to draw a web comic on Keenspot. What are the chances?? The artist working on it before had to quit, so the writer had to look for someone to take his place. Luckily for me, he thought my work suited the strip. My work will be on the site in late january. Keep an eye on it here: http://banishedonline.com/
Call it shameless self promoting, but I'm honestly pretty excited about it. :3
Second, I've met a guy that I really dig. It's a bit early to tell, but I think we may have a chance. We share some important common ground, which is more than I can say about my past relationships. I'm heading off tomorrow morning to visit him in Louisiana. He invited me to his friends wedding. It's only two days and a large portion of it will be the wedding, but it's a nice opprotunity to get to know him a bit more.
Third, Going back to school in january. Core classes, yadda yadda. Hopefully afterwards I'll find myself at Scad again. I almost miss those all-nighter art projects. Almost.
Fourth, I may grab a job working at a local Philly Connection. Sure, it's not as glamorous(HA.) as Starbucks, but it's convientient and a friend of mine works their. They're seeking help, so I'm assured a position.
( ALSO DOODLES. FOR THE SHIT OF IT. ) |
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| Well shit. |
[Dec. 27th, 2006|10:35 pm] |
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I was gonna post a festive Christmas entry today. But then this happened.
Merry Christmas folks. |
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| I swear to god I try... |
[Dec. 20th, 2006|11:41 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Schadenfreude | ] |
but when ya get right down to it, there's no escaping that I'm a bit of a fuck up.
OH WELL! That's life eh?
Anyway stress abounds right now. But next entry I promise to have some revealing and astonishing information that's gonna blow fuckin minds.
Okay not really. But maybe I'll share doodles! And life stories! Shit if I know! Well see next time now wont we! |
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| Tag |
[Nov. 30th, 2006|10:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Cibo Matto- "Backseat" | ] |
Yeah, sure. I'll chase.
I've sat around feeling sorry for myself long enough. :3 |
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| Thorksgiving |
[Nov. 24th, 2006|01:54 pm] |
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| |  annoyed | ] |
Seems my stepfather left with my little sister to go to thanksgiving dinner. Without me. Did he not know I was home, or...? Either way I guess I'm not too bummed. They scheduled it early in the day so my mother couldent attend (she works until 7). I wouldent want to go to a family outing without her. Plus my 12 year old sister's in Colorado with her dad.
So yeah, Happy Thanksgiving everyone. I wonder if we have any Spaghettios in the pantry... |
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| Marshmallows rule. |
[Nov. 18th, 2006|12:50 am] |
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| |  contemplative | ] |
So I was sitting about, messily gnawing on a handful of mini marshmallows when I suddenly thought to myself; "As long as I can remember I've never had someone to call 'dad'. I wonder, what was my father like? How would we get along? Would I have become any different a person had I grew up with him? How would my life be different? Would we be close, my father and I? Would I still be attracted to men? Ffffuck, of course. But would I be able to talk frankly about it to him, and not be shunned? Would I be a harder worker today had I known him? Would I want to grow up to be like him? To not be like him? Would I love him? Would he love me?
I wonder how things would have been... had I known him..."
Then I finished scarfing my marshmallows and thought to myself; "Fuck. Marshmallows rule." |
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| Stupid cat. |
[Nov. 12th, 2006|03:49 am] |
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You damn stupid cat, you dont know anything! |
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[Oct. 30th, 2006|05:33 pm] |
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| |  guilty | ] |
I dont think I've ever deserved a slap in the face more than today.
Apologies wont make up for it. I did something shitty to the last person who deserved any more shit in their life.
I wont ask for forgiveness because I dont think I deserve it. I didnt mean to hurt you, and I'm so sorry that I did. Given the situation was warped, and there was an error in communication (not on your part), but that doesnt excuse my lack of good judgement.
I want to make it up to you somehow but I'm sure you dont even want to look at me. And I dont blame you.
Christ, what have I done? |
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| Light, Dark, and Seeking Solace |
[Oct. 25th, 2006|09:20 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Aquas de Marco- Cibo Matto | ] |
More images for the 100-pic challenge. Why post them here?
For lack of life content, I guess.
On with the show.
Light
Dark
Seeking Solace |
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| Woof. |
[Oct. 18th, 2006|04:36 pm] |
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| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 'Inspector Gadget' by Dr. Steel | ] |
Trickertreet. |
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| Pic 2: 'Love' |
[Oct. 15th, 2006|04:33 am] |
My second entry in the 100 pic challenge. The theme: Love.
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| 100 pic challenge |
[Oct. 12th, 2006|05:40 am] |
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First entry in the 100 picture challenge on DA. The theme; Introduction. Here's hoping I can see it through to the end! |
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| Beard: very yes or very no? |
[Oct. 11th, 2006|02:38 am] |
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| |  curious | ] |
I grew a beard and I'm not sure whether or not to keep it. I think it makes me look a little scraggly, but I dunno, I kinda dig it.
Give me your opinion folks, should I keep it or just stick with the Goatee?
Also I need a haircut. But that's not the issue here. |
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| Gay Rights |
[Oct. 6th, 2006|06:33 am] |
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| |  hungry | ] |
"We would like to know who really believes in gay rights on livejournal. There is no bribe of a miracle or anything like that. If you truly believe in gay rights, then repost this and title the post as "Gay Rights". If you don't believe in gay rights, then just ignore this. Thanks."
-Ayato Pussyfooter |
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| Tall is small? That's retarded. |
[Aug. 5th, 2006|01:15 am] |
So guess what fellas? I'm employed again. And what lucky franchise have I become a partner for you might ask? Why the ever-multiplying java empire of Starbucks of course! Yep, starting next week I'll begin training to become a coffee cat. I'm a little nervous, but I'm hoping that I'll figure everything out in the training process. 'Cuz to be frank, I dont know shit about coffee. Which one's ventée again? Grandé is the medium... right? That's stupid.
So anyway, here's to me earning money again! Woooooo! Salud!
So between spending times with friends and cruising to Atlanta to... spend time with friends, I've been trying to get settled in back in my parents place. All of my things from my grandfathers apartment have been moved in here, meaning well... it's a dump. There's a lot of files of his that need to be sorted through, furniture to move and consequently rooms to rearrange. I predit that the house will be in this shape for a few more weeks at least. Until then, I'm occupying a futon in my sisters room.
I've also missed my opprotunity yet again to apply at Georgia Perimeter to take my core classes. The second half of July was a hectic, busy time. By the time I got my immunizations taken care of, it was too late. Oh well... now to hatch my next plan, start creating short stories to submit to comic publishers!
Yeah see, I've decided that I need to start actually making something that I can use, finished works that I can show off to people that I'd like to consider publishing my work some day. So here's the idea, I'll take all of the stories I've come up with over the years, create a five-page short based on the premise of the comic and um... you know, pass 'em around. Let people get a feel for what I'm capable of.
So yeah.
Heh heh, remember that time I said I'd be back with pictures?
( NOT WORK SAFE OKAY? ) |
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| MRxL |
[Jul. 28th, 2006|10:26 am] |
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So erm, yes. Hi everyone.
I wanted to apologize for all the mopey posts I've been making lately. I've had sort of a crappy month. Between losing my grandfather and a romantic pursuit of the past four years, I've been kinda morose. Here is something I doodled to cheer myself up.
It helped, kinda.
So yeah, just stopping in. I'll be back later. With pictures.
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| Ira Zuckerman |
[Jul. 21st, 2006|10:16 am] |
My grandfather passed away this morning.
I dont know all of the details, but his condition has been wavering for weeks now. This morning it just took a turn for the worse. The funeral is to be held Friday in New York.
I... just found out about it and I dont think any of this has quite set in properly yet. But when it does I just know I'll be a mess.
The next few days are going to be rough.
Rest in peace, grandpa.
I love you. |
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| Beams of emo. |
[Jul. 14th, 2006|04:42 am] |
I think it's time I learned to just be fucking happy. |
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| 50% less words |
[Jul. 7th, 2006|01:52 pm] |
Hey folks.
Ayato here, reporting to you from my home in Lawernceville Georgia. I've been keeping an eye on my grandfather now that he's staying here and I'm pleased to report that he's doing a lot better than before. They've started him on physical therapy and he's slowly getting to where he can get himself up and around on his own a bit. It'll be a long road, but any amount of progress is certainly welcome.
As for me, I havent yet found employment. Although there IS a promising opprotunity at a local Starbucks, where they're apparently desperate to hire male employees. My friend Zoey works there and she could put in a good word for me. Also my mother thinks I should get into modeling. I think she's on the dope.
Otherwise it's been kinda dull around here, which isnt necessarily a bad thing. I've had time to work on some artwork and OH THAT'S RIGHT!
StupidGit, your commish is done! I'll send you the fully sized version as soon as I can.
Next up on the commission front; Wolfy and Arius.
A total of three pics.
If it's allright with you guys, I'll color by traditional means. Digital color takes me fuckin' forever to do.
Anyway, ( Here are some things. ) |
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